Once again, this writer has taken time away to assess the future content of this little message to whomever. It is quite possible that not only was my heart on my sleeve, but also that too many know too much about my actual feelings, movements — of all kinds, and even some secrets that are now no longer secrets. There are a few who read these words diligently for insight into my psyche, those who do it looking for weakness, while others do it out of habit.
What do YOU want? Should I end my sojourn on this site? Obviously, my assessment is not complete. I would appreciate input, which means one person will comment, while others will sublimate and let me decide for myself. That’s ok, too, however a comment or two wouldn’t hurt.
Ok, that’s it for the moment. I think coming back here and baring all might be good — for me. Cathartic it has been. Amusing at times, perhaps. A good exercise in not only keyboarding, but also grammatical challenges that constantly thwart me. I’d like to share musical memories — as they are just that… memories.
Right now, my life is full of discovery. Space, time, friends, acquaintances, things that are important, things that are necessary, living, loving, being loved — all of those and more. I’m beginning to do what I’ve really wanted to do, to be that person I’ve really wanted to be for such a long time. It’s revealing — almost as much as writing here again.
So, dear ones, have at it and let me know.
Fascinating how we move on, isn’t it?
Later……..
You alone can decide as you alone know if you write this for yourself, for others, or for both.
“I’d like to share musical memories”
Video is good for that. So is youtube.
“to be that person I’ve really wanted to be for such a long time”
wow. does that really happen? I don’t even know who I’ve wanted to be for any length of time, especially outside the existence of external beings such as researcher, writer, etc. Your journey in and out of yourself, through the fog enveloping our notions of living, all of it fuels your readers more than you can know. and if it fuels you, then perhaps it is worth it. Only you can know why you do it, why you want to do it, and why you would want to continue or stop. I wish you peace in your decision and await your answer. *I guess I’m your one comment*