Did go to work for about 5 hours yesterday. My first foray into the unknown since last week. Odd. I arrived at 6:30am, a good hour and a half before any other colleagues arrived. Got masses of work done in that time. By 11am, I was itching to leave. Time for the nap I have gotten used to?
I’d had enough of what seemed irrelevant to the world, even though two weeks ago at this time, most seemed palpable. Not yesterday.
Finally put something into the newspaper about my mom’s passing…. of course at my own expense. I’m not complaining, but thought people should be able to read something online, and one day in the paper – today. For cost to be an issue is damnable. I wrote what I wanted — only remembered a few things I’d like to have added after the fact.
I’m strangely at peace. I’ve done what I need to do, and have decided that I will collect my set of Noritake china from the house whenever Sam feels well enough to go with me. I do not plan to go there alone again.
Just had a phone call about Carl…. some people had been away when he died. (big sigh heard round the world)
Going to work on red, black and white. All beads and accoutrements ready for application. Today, I returned several vials of beads and some coral strands that I will not be using. Exchanged for yellow and orange. Guess that’s my next excursion.
Now for some cold tea….
Later………….
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